Real Emotion

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My body is warm, but my hands are cold

My eyes are dull, but the tears are there

I let the salty diamonds run down my face

And soak into the plush carpet

My heart is broken, but I act like I'm fine

Though I often break down in the solitude of my dark room

These poetic words are nothing but scribbles on paper

A combination of lines and squiggles

Ramblings of my mind

I float through the days absently

Losing the hours, never knowing the time

All I know is day and night

Light and dark

There are never any shadows

I get in bed, and the hours slip by endlessly

And before I know it, dawn is here

Another sleepless night has gone by with no dreams

I stare out my window at the unplowed snow and sigh

Another boring snow day

"At least I won't run into him at home."

I think to myself wearily

So wrong am I

I stare out my window at a nameless hour

And I see you there

Standing out in the middle of my front yard

Ankle-deep in snow

Staring up at my

I can almost see

Your chocolate brown eyes that

I used to love so much

And I find myself running out the

Front door and  into the snow

I fall into your embrace

And I feel your arms around me

I let you hold me

And then look up into those eyes that I love

And I feel those salty diamonds run down my cheeks

And into the snow

Burning tiny holes through the ice

I don't know what exactly is happening

But I know it must be good

Because I feel a smile form for the first time

In months since you left.

All I know is day and night; light and dark

This...must be the light.

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Jeff C's picture

This is my new favorite poem. I suppose I should be jealous since my poems are losing their touch slowly. ^^; The darkness surrounds us whenever we feel lonely. The scars from the past still remains and stays inside. We feel no different as me and you have had loved ones who left for someone else or just stopped caring. You're a great poet Deanna, I like most of these poems. ^_^