Through Green Eyes

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FAMILY / FRIENDS

See my life…

Through your naive, blue eyes

You think it’s wonderful

I have parents, great people

More like strangers.

A clever, little sibling brother

Who wants to kill me.

But these simple things you see…

Aren’t at all what they seem

Through my green eyes

I’ve seen my brother

Be abused to the point of blood

And tears

Through green eyes…

I’ve seen my mother cry, alone at night

Thinking I’m asleep

Or I don’t hear her

Because my stepfather left

Again.

Through my eyes…

I’ve heard the harsh words of my stepfather

Calling my mom…

   A whore, prostitute…. slut.

Bitch.

My green iris…

Has seen my brother pull a knife..

On himself, threatening suicide

On me. Attempting to murder his own

Sister. His flesh and blood.

These dulled, emerald eyes…

Have stared into the cold, blue ones of her mother

And gritted her teeth as she tells me I’m a

No-good, useless, little girl. A dreamer.

A bitch. A nuisance. A bother.

I’ve seen more in my life with these eyes

Than I care to share or wished to have seen

But it’s life

My life

Through green eyes.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Every bit is true.

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Caitlin Brice's picture

Dee-chan,
Your poetry is beautiful in its sorrow, and I have to say that this poem hit me very hard. Know that I'm there, and that I love you, and having a pair of green eyes myself, that I can also see the beauty behind yours. I love you, Little Sister.
~Caity

DAD's picture

O.K NOW WE NEED TO TALK NO MORE B.S. DEE