Teeth, Grinding

Gravitational pulls of discomfort

has my skin sinking,

The late night creaking of 

grinding teeth plays an anthem

of future cracks in my Mona Lisa,

Tell me, Desdemona 

How does the mood suit you?

How do the angels greet truth?

You're a breath of fresh dirt

a pollen that my allergies can't refute,

Scoot the roots of wrath, darling

so my ears can accept the babble,

My fingers reject your proof

that I'm half here 

half mute,

Can't see 

your sweet fruit?

I'll admit I'm ripe to some

rotten to many,

A bacteria infested fool

not worthy of your gravity,

An infection high tide surfacing

unfit for your purity ring,

I always tap the eject button

as I'm treading tight ropes 

in a conversation's quarrel,

Call me old fashioned 

but I crash the bottle like a gentleman,

I fix a glass and half 

and pull the carafe closer in

like a confessional,

like I'm looking for a secret message

in the fermented mash

or a lost lover to pull me back from a storm

sunken, half mast,

Pass me around at the dinner table

and take a spoon full for peat's sake,

I'm a muse for whom to use 

when you're all dried out 

and worse for the wear,

weary from stares

left for all the world

to worship my cares,

calm me down to the daisies

green-thumbed tall-eyed vixen,

call me up to the lands of maybe

instead of the dungeons of "no" stuck on repeat,

give me a chance to fill this dry well

before the bells all rung out,

Raising classes to hum home

and steal their childhoods back,

I deal in fictions lately 

and leave my heavy heart

in a locker for the beat to echo

hoping another finds it 

and will give it a happier home,

I've taught it dark arts

and left my mind to roam,

Let's go home, choices

Let's lock the doors, decisions

I'll face a world 

when I have more 

than these hate filled visions

 

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