Love Is Poison

Love Is Posion.

Always leading me into its trap.

Taking me away from my goals.

But now i've got the upper hand.

I'll abstain for this love.

A hatred I cannot explain.

I will keep myself from getting hurt.

So no one can tempt me again.

You can't hurt me with your lies.

The way you tell me you love me and break me apart.

I will not fall again.

These wings are torn and broken.

But I will rebuild them.

Once I learn how to shut my heart off.

Stop this massive beating and bleeding.

A plug to stop my thoughts from running around.

I will kill this feeling.

Bury where it belongs.

Away.

From here.

From me.

From this insanity that I feel inside my head.

Forever to remain secluded.

Alone.

For eternity.

I'm fine.

She types as the tears stream down her face.

But I won't let you know how i hurt.

Like a thousand knifes blazing into my heart.

An open wound with salt on it.

Continuosly stinging like acid.

I JUST WANTED YOU TO BE HAPPY!

Why?

Why didn't I defend what I wanted?

He makes me happy, and I let him walk away.

This love is unrequited.

Torn and Shattered.

I'm giving this up.

I will never stop loving him, but I can hide it.

I can mask this pain.

In hopes that no one will notice.

My tears on my pillow at night.

So soft and salty.

Crying for a piece of me just ripped out of my body.

Oh yeah, that was my heart.

Complete feeling gone.

I'm saddened by his lack of confidence.

But maybe it was never love.

LIES!

LIES!

LIES!

THEY WERE ALL LIES!

YOU ARE A LIAR!

I hate you...

No, no I don't.

I love you, and this is why I hate you.

Because I can't make this pain stop.

Wishes and dreams mean nothing to me.

I promised myself.

I promised myself I wouldn't even fall in love again.

And at first it seemed to work...

But now..

Now I remember why I made that promise:

This feeling...

This Pain...

This hurt...

Love Is Poison.

LOVE IS POISON.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

'I'm fine..' she types, while the tears stream down her face, 'I'm fine.'

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