Playin myself


Maybe im playing myself, playing a trick on my heart


Kinda sounds too cliché, but I gotta admit its pretty hard


Its like what if, what if, and why


Like what exactly does it mean this time


Why get involved, when the ending is just around the corner


And what if I fall in love, maybe I should just warn her


Like my feelings aren’t in tune, like they go missing


My words become immune, my actions become dismissing


I always fuck it up, before I make it better