Short-lived Remission

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Pain/Ilness

It lasted but a moment,

least that's how it seems.

Like one of those quick,

fast thought out dreams.



I knew that it was,

too good to be true,

for that's just my luck,

simply far and few.



So now I hurt once more.

I fight, it seems, in vain.

I find this so damn cruel,

so vicious and in-humane.



Its times exactly like this

that I just want to quit.

I want to be set free

of this pain that's infinate.



My disease seems to have,

the mighty upper-hand.

It has me completely,

under its command.



It toyed with me, played cat and mouse,

it lead me to really believe,

that it was finally granting

a much deserved and needed reprieve.



But it only dangled it tauntingly

then pulled it fast away,

in just another morose act

of this game it likes to play.



I am but a pawn,

that it must navigate.

It has me well cornered,

Lupus wins...checkmate...

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Written:09/15/02

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