thinking to much

 

 

 
hate from anger
anger from stupidity
stupidity from sadness
sadness from thinking
thinking of the wrong things
things i know not to be true
truth means nothing
nothing means everything
everything means nothing
sadness why the sadness
fall in to the darkness
I'm not missed
I'm not wanted
I'm wanted
why i don't know
are you crazy
yes i feel I'm heading that way
heading that way
going back to were i was before
why
because the light is fading
how
just feels out of reach
why
because i cant touch it
do you want to
more then i want to take my next breath
is it worth it
more then my heart beating
and if you don't get it
i live only a half life until my death
why only a half life
because i cant die yet
why
because I'm needed
by
my love, half of my world,
is he not enough
yes that is why it would be a half life
why
because i have lived for him before i can do it again
why not your self
because there is no light in the world that shines to
    make me as happy as the one that is so far away
it could burn you
i will take my chances
is it worth it
more then i ever knew it could be
will you wait for it
for as long as it takes
why
because it is love. and with out love what do we live
     for?
ourselves
but love is half of me and i can not be whole with out
     love.
so what were we talking about
thinking can be bad......but maybe thinking needs to
      be pushed farther then just the first part.
Author's Notes/Comments: 

7-14-2009

 

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justanotherscreename's picture

Such a chaotic flow of words

Such a chaotic flow of words not fitting a single pattern throughout. I really enjoyed it.

Leo87's picture

i love it

this is amazing..

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thank you :) :)

thank you :) :)

Mardigan's picture

I love this

I love this

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thanks  :)

thanks 

:)