guard my broken heart

I don’t know what I’ve done for u to treat me the way you do, I thought you said I was always going to be your boo, but nawl u decided not to stay, u decided to leave me and just walk away, you didn’t care how bad you would hurt me u didn’t care that u broke my heart, but u thought that she was the answer to yo problems, did u really think she was going to be able to mend ur hurt?, she hurt u more than anyone in yo life, hmm I guess that’s the one who u wanna make wife right?, but what about me? I thought I did everything to keep u, maybe I did to much maybe I cared, maybe if I treated u like dirt and hurt you ova and ova maybe u’ll still be here, why would u go looking at a rock when you had a diamond an ur hand, damn girl ur starting to act just like a man, no care in the world don’t care who u hurt, all u really thinking about is getting a nut, but just know she can never do u like I can, so why pick her ova me, its like u picking less when u got more in front of u, damn u actin like u don’t know what to do, I mean I tried to be there when u needed me, I mean I tried to always be there, I guess u never notice the tears in my eyes, or did u avoid all the looks where I was looking at u wondering why, how could u leave someone who worship the ground u walked on, who always wanted to see u happy and never down, I guess if I didn’t give two fucks maybe u would have stayed around, I hate I fell for you so deeply, I hate I showed u that u made me cry, got me sitting here at the end of the day wondering why, what did I do so wrong for u to want to hurt me, how could u treat me like I never meant a thing, I thought u were different, I never compared u to none…but u showed me ur just like them, and ur not going to be the last one, you broke my heart and torn it apart, I thought u loved me I thought u were going to be the one, but u choose her not me, hell I cant even say a damn thing, cuz at the end of the day she got u and not me, so why couldn’t u just keep it real with me, its kool imma just pack all my stuff and leave, you can keep all the things I got for u I don’t want that shit, I’ll throw away all my memories of u like the movie tickets and other stuff, I held on to long to what we use to have, maybe years from now I will look back and laugh, laugh at how stupid I was to fall so hard, from now on I learned that I have to always guard my broken heart

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this poem is to my gf

View broken_n_2_girl's Full Portfolio