maybe it's the best thing

i need to walk away from this and i need to do it now

i need to stop it and i want to but i just don't know how

how can i leave you when you make me so happy?

but i know that sooner or later you will leave me



i don't know if i could stand that hurt again

and i don't know if i could handle the rejection

i just know that i love you now and will for ever

and i just wish i knew that we would always be together



but i don't know that and i can't really see you staying

but i know that you had meant it when i heard you saying

that you loved me forever, but how could anyone

be in love with someone like the person that i've become



if you only knew how scared i am to lose you

and if you only realized how much i loved you

maybe you would want to stay with me for our lives

and you would never again choose to feed me such lies



i hope you are the one i build my home with

and i hope you are the one that i die with

you are the one for me just like i had felt before

and i won't try to worry about this anymore



but will you still be there for me tomorrow?

to take away my fears, cries, sickness and sorrow?

i will be there for you,even if we aren't together then

just look over your sholder and you will find a friend



that is how much i love you

but i really think that maybe we should end it

its not worth dying over later or crying over later

and i just don't want to go through that

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