Chapters Complete

I am sitting here trying to figure why we are here, knowing we  have previously been here too many times to count?

A different day, wearing different attire doesn't negate the fact  that we are who we are; so tell me what this is really about?

Remember when you had my heart, undevided time  and in my mind you could do no wrong?

Well them days are way past tense; now my wisdom dictates that I  sing an entirely different song!

The fact that you would  even look my way was the ultimate satisfaction once upon a time. 

Interesting how times  have changed and my self-appreciation now prevents me from sharing even a second of mine.

I know my newly re-ignited confidence is a reality check to your highly inflated ego and that is ok.

Just console yourself with memories of what used to be yours and hopefully that will help you get though the day.

I want you to remember all the past dancing you did on this valuable sensitive pisces' heart.

I also want you to save your breath and not attempt to spit the lines you rehearsed anticipating this moment before you even start.

In all this time since we last were last together entirely at your  election has been hard  on my hopeless romantic soul.

I know you did not lose an ounce of sleep with concerns for my well being nor any thoughts of an outlet  for me to console.

Despite the extremely challenging times, I eventually returned to ground one.

The temporary investment in unity with you was confirmation to never seek validation from anyone.

Your appearance today is not a coincidence it is stragetic I am definitely sure about that.

Yes I know I am looking good these days but looking good was never anything I lacked.

What you failed to realize it that the mutual surface attraction it just the foundational beginning.

It sucks that in retrospect that you were to busy playing games failing to realize you were  already winning.

But winning a dedicated heart was the easy part; it takes consistant work to maintain the loyalty.

Your lack of mutual effort  and actions signified you weren't worthy of anymore parts of me.

I sometimes go back and forth in my mind on whether or not time heals.

Well in this case it definitely did; so please keep moving in search of your forever person; if it is meant to be time will reveal.

Na..uh....no no...save the tears and pleas for someone naive enough to believe them.

Obsiously with my immediate decline to your attempted nonsense  we both know I  am definitely no longer him.

As we conclude this encounter lets agree to never revisit the idea of opening closed wounds again.

Let's recoginize that this not the never ending story, so there are no more chapters...the end is really the end!

By Bryant Mosley

 

 

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The final two lines are very

The final two lines are very wise.


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