Wasted Youth

The fire of life burns hot and kills what once was a beautiful landscape. 

Burnt crisp and wrapped in the ashes of so many days wasted. 

 

Waking up into another bright and beautiful morning my only thoughts are when before work will i masturbate? I decide that I will right before I get in the shower, that’s what I always decide. 

 

The bus smells like piss and I hate the small talk with people that are somehow worse off then I am. STOP HAVING SEX masturbate in the morning like me, I think that to myself every time I have to push past six fucking baby strollers to get off the damn piss smelling bus. 

 

Work

Can I get you more to drink?

More ketchup? 

How was your meal? 

 

Can an I get you more to drink?

More ketchup?

How was your meal? 

 

Can an I get you more to drink? 

More ketchup? 

How was your meal? 

Work 

 

One more ride on the big moving toilette to get home. 

 

 

Excuse me. 

Excuse me.  

Excuse me. 

Fucking baby strollers, there should be a limit of two per bus at one time. 

 

The fire of life burns hot and kills what was once a beautiful landscape. A landscape of hope, dreams, rock bands and having sex in a forest drunk, a landscape young and ready to take on the world. I’m capable of anything they said. Anything? What the hell happened? What the hell happened?

What the........ BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! 

 

I’m up! I’m up!  Another bright and beautiful morning. After a quick jerk and a shower I go wait for the bus. 

What happened? 

What did I do? 

I did nothing. 

I always do nothing. 

So what are you doing?

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Blackwingedbird's picture

There is so much nothing to

There is so much nothing to do some days.

Bighead's picture

Thanks

thanks for the read. 


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SSmoothie's picture

Hahah a hell of a lot more

Hahah a hell of a lot more than you! Lol! I really liked this piece you really made it work. Bawdy but definitely got the reality and pragmatism. I very much wonder if that is the secret to a life less ordinary... cheers welcome to po


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Bighead's picture

Cheers.

Thanks for reading and thanks for the complement.  I think I’m going to like it here.  


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EventHorizon's picture

It's a struggle.

It's a struggle.

Bighead's picture

Yup

thats for sure. 


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