Trapped in my mind

I'm out of it

The universal phrase meaning
The lightbulb in the minds not lit
Not really yourself 
Completely absent from emotion
It's like you lost yourself and you don't know the location 
Not quite a vacation
My mind and body have no relation
It's like I'm made up of a false equation
Thoughts + stress / people * ambition 
Equals a negative after subtracting religion
Decision decisions
Your mind hopped a cab said take me anywhere far away 
New York, Atlanta, maybe even  LA
I've been in the same place way too long
Trapped in a box and now I'm gone
Trapped in my mind the things I find make it seem as if my outer self is blind
Waters run deeper than the sea
Fishing and what I'm catching disturbs the waters
But they have to come out 
they've been there such a long time
All the dirt filth and grime
Polluting my mind 
and making my body ill
Don't want to go too far but can't turn back now
Gotta get my mind straight 
So if and when there's a life on the line I won't hesitate
And the pathway between my mind and my heart is exactly where I'm gonna start
So I know my hearts always in the right place
Cuz my mind placed it there 
What do I have to gain? 
I know I won't even care
Cuz ill have so much of me to share
Alright I really have to go
There's so much work I have to do and much more that I don't even know
Can't wait to come back to reality
But I'm going to be so different 
For all the people I left behind 
Coming back won't be reality
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