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You wrote that you are missing me. Is it ME or is it an image of me?

A virtual picture created out of YOUR individual needs to survive.

You don't know me, you have not even met me for an instant

further than in your identifications and projections of my words.



My expressions confirm you - of what you know and think you are

might help you as well to go beyond - what indeed you really need.

Reacting to what comes through cyber space, you are feeling alive

essential parts which might not show up that easily in your daily life.



You are writing that you miss me. But I am more than just a dream?

You have no need to see me, to meet me, to touch me in what I am.

You are even denying the though of a personal encounter far ahead.

Doesn't make this clear that you are in a game with me and yourself?



'Missing you' is expressing real needs to meet and unite with yourself

you are using me just as a substitute - needing abundance of my words

selecting them to respond to what YOU need to reflect within yourself

to feel comfortable you are seeing similarities between our thoughts.



Yes you are special, you are an honest seeker of truth - feeling alone

trying to survive with your inner vision, urges of your yearning soul

in a world of contradictions, pretensions, multiples lies and substitutes

no wonder you are looking for support from a like minded kindred soul.



Being part of this world, part of their games, you use what is available

although trying to act responsibly and relating to people in a kind way

your need to survive comes first, anything else more likely is ignored.

Where I am in this kind of relation? My reality obviously differs much.



How promising being reflected through thoughts of an unknown person

arising from cyber space like a long forgotten vision appearing in clouds

How real are dreams of meeting one's soul mate and everlasting love?

Gone through all this long time ago, I don't want to fool myself anymore.



You want to play with me the game of a virtual relationship? - I might agree.

I'm also feeling sometimes alone, needing some warmth send through words

so let's be clear about our mutual need, condition and individual disposition

enjoying even our limitations and working with them - maybe going beyond.



Even loving our virtual sharing, there might not be too much frustration

and hurt when the email flew shuts down because needs have changed

or real love comes into your life, embracing you, not giving space for more

adventures of virtual affairs, arising and disappearing like subtle dreams.



BeiYin

7.3.01