Secret Feeling

Deep inside you'll never know

How much I really loved you

Through all the stress

Through all the mess

I still only wanted you



I hate the feeling that I get

When I hear about the others

But through the rain

And all the pain

I wanted you to be my lover



All this time I can't forget

How great you made me feel

Your tender touch

I loved so much

I thought our love was so unreal



The I went deeply insane

I fell apart so deep inside

We slowly died

I really tried

And sorrow is what I wanted to hide



We could have made it

Could have pulled through

I was blinded

Not open-minded

And I gave up on you



Now that you're gone

I see what I so dearly miss

But we'll be friends

Untill the end

I'll have to live without your kiss

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Susie's picture

hey i no were going threw sum sh*t rite now. but i want 2 say im srry. Srry bout everything. i love u alot! i would never take Jer or Rey away from u its always gonna b us 4! U write powems so beutiful dont stop! your words r so true and it show a whole other side of u... im srry bout the mis-understandings but all i want rite now is a big hug from u! i'll love u aaf - Susie

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I think everyone has felt like this at some point or another. I love your writing Sammi... see ya next year