my life changed

 

 

When my thoughts run away 

In the past I wish they’d stay 

When they come I feel all alone 

When I remember I feel like stone 

The words that you said 

The blows to the head 

Most of the time I wished myself dead

 

 

The pain I felt everyday 

Will always stay and never go away 

There’s times when I think what did I do 

To be a human punching bag just for you 

Your sick your  twisted and you were insecure 

I say the wrong things you gave me what for 

The bruises the cuts the teeth that got broke 

Looking back your just a joke 

 

I always thought that maybe its me 

Living like this was my destiny 

You put in my head that I was wrong 

And I believed this for ever so long 

 

But now I’m stronger I feel so amazed 

That my body fought through all the days 

I think to myself what was I thinking 

All them times the real me was sinking 

You made me feel small you said I was fat  You treated me like a common door mat 

 

 

I look back and think to myself 

I’m glad I found love and good health 

The man I am with he makes me feel strong 

He would never hurt me never do me wrong 

For the love that we have will always be strong 

My life is good my life is great 

All I feel now toward you is hate 

My family were right you not a good guy 

So you and that life I’m saying.goodbye 

 

 

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