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I'm not okay



Not anymore



I was living my life



Now I fall like before



I thought my head was finally high



But guess what...



I lied.



I thought, oh how I thought



And my heart just crumbles again



I woke up talking in my sleep



Screaming and thrasthing as you ran



I fell on my knees and cracked like a twig



Fuck you! I'm not fine!



I'm not going to be fine anytime soon!



I'm just going to cry and whine



Only because I thought I was ok



I'm fucking screwing with my own head



I'm numb but burning with sudden pain



I'm blinded and inside I'm dead



Outside I'm shaking in anger



I'm not ok anymore!



And I'm sick of feeling this way



I don't want to feel this anymore!



~5/18/08