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My first Christmas
I'm alive on christmas, / And feeling mixed emotions. / My brother's in the next room, / He's displayed his resent for me / Thoroughly, / This christmas. / So today I am alive, / Five months without a drug or a drink. / I am feeling what life is really like, / No longer numbed, / As I continue climbing the mountain alone, / Looking inward. / Dazzled by the feeling of gratitude, / Strange, / I feel like nothing I've ever known. / I need to prove myself to everyone. / Actions speak louder than words
two nights ago i feel off the
two nights ago i feel off the 7 month wagon. it's not worth it. you can do it. prove them all wrong. and yes, actions speak louder than words, imagine how hard it must be for them to trust you when all this time you couldn't even trust yourself. Be grateful you have family <3
you're right. I can't really
you're right. I can't really describe how I feel today, but I feel alive in a sense that I have never felt before. so happy to be on this path
I don't even know how I'm
I don't even know how I'm feeling. They say it's hard to stay clean for the christmas-new years...how about the other 11.5 months? Just be grateful you'll remember this feeling a year from now, 5 years from now, 20 years from now. Just keep doing what you're doing, don't let yourself be a statistic.
yeah, seriously
yeah, seriously