Drill this pain
Through my heart
Eat away
My self-esteem
Leave a hole
In my heart
For you to get through
In and out
Play with my mind
I spin and spin
Sitting in this dark corner
Where I belong
You are trapped in my mind
And you're making me sick
I sit and think
The never ending
Haunting thoughts of mine
Sick in the mind
Sick in the soul
Sick in the heart
Throw it all up
It hurts
I want you to know
It really hurts
It hurts more than you think
More than I can handle
And it hurts enough
For me to cry
All day and night
I hate myself for this
I close my eyes and drift off to sleep
Dreaming unwanted dreams
That kill me in my sleep
The attitude that you gave me
That made me frustrated
And you hated me
Something I didn't want
It was all in my dream
And it HURT
Just like it does
In reality
:(