Under The Cloud

A cloud floating above me

Rain and thunder begins

Angry and feeling distraught

I feel like I'm going insane

Everthing just seems to be falling apart

Me head feels so numb

And everyone is in my way

I want to kill

I want to die

I curse the day I was born

I am so full of hate

I feel helpless

I feel violent

I feel like a worthless piece of shit

I just let myself cry

As if it were releasing pain

But it builds back up

My saddest thoughts haunt me

I am so hurt inside

But seem fine outside

You look through me as I'm a window

You're causing me this pain

Can't handle it anymore

And I shatter into pieces

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was still when I was depressed

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strawberrylagoon's picture

I've been here, and it's not a good place to be in...hopefully you made it outta there...