I WANT THE TRUTH TO BE KNOWN

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TRUE

Lyrics by Spandau Ballet





So true funny how it seems,

Always in time, but never in line for dreams …



I bought a ticket to the world,

But now I’ve come back again,

Why do I find it hard to write the next line,

Oh I want the truth to be said …



Always slipping from my hands,

Sands of time of it’s own,

Take your seaside arms and write the next line

Oh I want the truth to be known …



This is the sound of my soul,

This is the sound …







POEM:  I WANTED THE TRUTH TO BE KNOWN



Why do I find it hard to write the next line,

Without mentioning her,

Without feeling that sense of loss,

Yes, I bought a ticket to the world,

But I’ve come crashing down again.

It seems to be the mantra of my soul.



Believing beyond destiny,

Without a care in my head,

Believing beyond fantasy,

Where if I had stopped for a second I would have known.

But I blinded my soul to imbibe this epicurean delight.



The illusion,

Cast from her delusion,

Was a magnificent sight …

A taste all too willing, ready and ripe …

But evidently, she wasn’t ready …

     To be taken in,

     To be held strong,

     To be loved.



Oh, why do I find it hard to write the next line,

I want the truth to be said …

But where does it lie,

Between my once dreams of belief in destiny and fantasy,

Or the illusion in her delusions,

Both intersecting in a maddening world,

Neither of us could separate,

Neither of us could know,

The subconscious wails of wounded baby rabbits--

Where was the difference in the sounds of our souls?



Joy is fleeting,

Pain is never-ending,

The division between,

Is thinner than smoke.



Is truth here now,

And gone the next,

Does it twist like biological strands,

Concrete and inflexible.

Or is it a spirit,

Constantly changing,

Simply, blowing in the wind?






Author's Notes/Comments: 

I ventured into a love totally unfamiliar to what I had ever known.  It hurts that I'll never have it again.  I joke and say I could not meet anyone that sick twice in a lifetime.  However, her illness escalated mine and mine escalated hers.  It was like a whisper that became deafening...until out ears bled and there was no more to be heard.  Who then was crying--neither of us could hear it, act upon the others pain to help, aid or comfort.  Finding something perfect, came at a great cost.  A friend of mine once said, you don't know who you are until you've been lost.  To a degree I'm thankful for that--I get to reconstruct a new and improved me.  However, I don't like the idea, of ever being "that" lost again.  Life without boundaries is the death of self.

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