"Coward"

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For All My Exes

"i think i'm over you now."

  she says with a timid, desperate voice.

"i think i can finally live without you."

But in her heart, she screams.



"You f&cking bastard.

You low-life piece of sh#t.

You destroyed me.

You killed me.

  How could you do this to me

  I cared for you, gave you my

  heart my life my trust my love

devoted my time and let you

into my soul for,...

for what?"



But she instead drops her head

and turns it all inward, {coward}

and learns to blame

  and hate herself instead.



Oh, but isn't she doing a fine job with

"i think i'm over you now."

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one is a little on the dark side, and it is meant to be. As you can see, I was going through a very trying experience at this point in my life.  

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Stephanie Klenklen's picture

That's an awesome poem. Check out my poems sometime!

Ernest Bevans's picture

The nature of humans is to hope
and there is no cowardice in that.
Keep Writing - Keep the faith.