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July 2 2005
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Family I am thrown onto a bed
He holds me down
I disconnect
Where is my mother?
It is mother’s day
There is a mother daughter sleep over for church
A woman feels sorry for me and invites me to go with her
Where is my mother?
Was I not worth fighting for?
And she left me
I am strong people think
I am smart people think and
Assume I will be ok with out them
Why did I not deserve a childhood?
I needed holding too
He hit me
He beat me
As I pleaded
I am your daughter don’t you love me?
Where was my daddy?
The one who was supposed to protect me
God, I was a daddy’s girl with out a daddy
Why did I have to be the grown up?
Why couldn’t I be the stupid and irresponsible one?
Why couldn’t you be the one I fell on?
I was falling apart inside and the only one I had to turn to was myself
And a god who was silent
Where was my mother?
Where was my father?
Where was god?
All were missing in action
All I had was myself
