Days losing myself

Each day the connection of our hearts grows faint,

can you forgive me, or hold on to pain that stays,

as I try my best to look away, your face is all that stays,

now your off and I quiet my call,

yet....I still can't shake this dark 

in my heart I still sing your name,

no about of drinks can numb this pain,

but the true sadness is maybe it's better this way, for you to find another,

always have I wished nothing more for your smile,

but it's faded from your lips when you see me in sight,

now you wander lost unsure of everything in this place,

trying your best protect something that might be in vain,

these words, they can't mirror my pain,

my dreams I had for us now I wonder if there sHal be a us,

I can't dream and lately my eyes have been unable to see,

i stay still killing myself to move just to make you proud,

bur I get nothing from thee,

am I dead, maybe, it would explain this emptiness inside my soul,

Yet I feel I have no right to speak,

even as you forget about me,

you say your changing but why must you change,

so many words I just can't say,

so I lose myself more everyday, I hope I just fade away,

become a bad dream in your life,

 

nothing more for I shine no light

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just slowing slowing becoming a shell of who I once was 

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