2005-12-10

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Diary

Yet another gap from before, this time its three months ... I've sorta given up on finding some one for myself, even my dreams stopped what they were. I'm in a cast because of a recent, and brief, incounter which left me with a broken femer and large toe on my left leg and foot. Oh how I wish I could sleep without dreams, that eternal sleep and know nothing but peace from it.



Every night I go to rest, my mind filled my soul empty.

Every morning I wake up, in more pain and slightly weaker.

Slowly I know it will draw in, the day when I won't be able to get up.

My joints weaken with every step, my knee cap floats like a cork.

I dare not say just how bad it is, and when asked I laugh it off and deney it.

It's all just an enless waltz a dream I can not wake up from.

I wish I could not dream, just sleep and wake with nothing between.

I wonder how long it will be before I end up in a home locked in bed.

How many more years are there ... how many years did I lose ...

When will it all end. When can I dream again...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

.... fragile : handle with care ....

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