Shattered

Another promise fucking shattered
I now see what really mattered
I am nothing anymore
Worthless as the dirt beneath the floor
Just kill me and get it over with
Stop procrastinating, I don’t need this shit
Held so close I drew life from my parasite
It closed up the holes so I felt whole inside
Manic, obsessive, stuck within my head
So imperfect, alive outside but everything else is dead
Leave me alone, make up your fucking mind
Forget about it, every second spent with me was wasted time
Wasted hours, wasted days, wasted years
My whole fucking life is full of wasted leers
Forget me if you want, I don’t care
But if you want to rid of me than why fucking stare
Why stay close then always fucking leave
When all I want is some fucking certainty
Is that too much for one worthless me
Wondering when the fuck I will ever be free

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Trista Calderara's picture

You have never been worthless in my eyes, and never will be. I only wish you could see that.

Michelle ................'s picture

hey good poem. I really like it. Keep up the good work.