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Diving Into Blue Eyes
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Beautiful Sky I can't comprehend the reasons
Why you see me like you do
What have I done so valiant
Other than mistakes I owe to you
Swallowing away our memories
And only causing myself more pain
This is what I have become
As my life's going up in flames
I've cherished all the moments
I've spent lost in your blue eyes
As our two hearts raced to madness
Somehow we believed in all the lies
You say I'm too good for you
But I'm just a shell of a man
Too many demons in my soul
Waging wars that I can't understand
How dare you underestimate
Just how much at life I fail
Now I'm lost inside your heart
And I thought that you could tell
Can you tell me what has happened
To our happily ever after
How did we lose sight of it
To the point where nothing matters
I've only ever tried to be
Everything I thought you need
But I never let you see me
When I broke down upon my knees
You know I can't really stand
These thoughts I have of you
When compared to where we are
I'm afraid to face the truth
All we ever had were our hearts
And as broken as mine may be
I gave it away without a doubt
That it would be returned to me
As you read what I have wrote
I hope you see my true intent
There's no falter in my love
This just isn't what I feel is meant
I'll keep pushing you away
And there's little that you can do
To one day save me from myself
And these thoughts I have of you
Can you tell me what has happened
To the never-ending passions
They're fading into the cold winds
At the lack of our own actions
Tell me what you would do
If you saw me engulfed in tears
Would you try to save my soul
If I showed you all my fears
And I have my twisted reasons
Why I keep this all inside
The pain I won't show to you
And the voices in my mind
You can continue to love
Or to hate me for who I am
But I can't stop loving you
This much I hope you understand
I'm dancing between the lines
And praying that I will fall
Deep down into your heart again
So then I can relish in it all
One day maybe you will see
Why I do the things I do
And on that day you'll realize
I was never worth it all to you
Can you tell me what has happened
While I was lost inside of you
When did we ever cross that line
So far even I could see the truth
No matter the roads we travel
You know I'll always be with you
If only in fading memories
Of a love that you once knew
I'm not strong enough to say
Those words you need to hear
The breath escapes my lips
When I feel you drawing near
Twice this week I woke up screaming
As cold sweat ran down my face
And my heart is slowly bleeding
As I'm wishing you away
If only I could go back
And change your life ten years ago
Well wouldn't it be so perfect
Better than this never ending hole
But some things will never change
And I can accept that fact
Can you tell me what has happened
To this life that you brought back
Can you tell me what has happened
That somehow you don't realize
You're everything in this world
When I dive into your blue eyes
