I Failed to love you

Would you believe me if i told you that i failed to love you

I decided to describe my love for you using just one word
and i found every romantic word in every language used at least one
letter from your name

I swear on my heart which failed to convince myself that you wouldn't
love a poet
like me who can't write about his love for you in a meaningful poem

but it is strange to find out that many poems have been written by many poets
describing in great depths the same beauty in other women which i find in you.

I have to admit that i failed to take you over to the second paradise where
my dreams turn into reality because i kept seeing you as a nightmare

When i wake up i loose my motivation to get closer to you and ask you out
Since showing you my paintings my brush has failed to draw a woman

I wanted to draw you so i wouldn't forget you in my soul but
even though i couldn't draw you i remembered your hands waving at me

but were you waving me to come closer and to feel the love you had
hidden away from me or were you
waving farewell and ending our friendship

I went to your performance to hear your voice and i was enamored but i
never understood why I felt this sadness and misery in your songs that

no one else seemed to feel

I failed to love you but i haven't given up trying even if it will
take time i believe one day we will be together

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