This Man....

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Just where can I start to explain this man,

Who has so influenced my life



You see, I met this man many years ago

A quarter of this century, + 1



We didn't know each other very well,

In the beginning



But it did not take long

For this special love to grow



I can only guess the look on his face

When we first met



(So proud and happy)  He is smiling ever so sweetly at me

I am yet unaware



The things he must be thinking have changed his expression

He looks worried and troubled



But I do not understand yet

Many years later I will know what has caused this mixed reaction



This man is ever so gentle as he holds me

The words he speaks reassuring and comforting



The years pass - some very slowly

And others remarkably fast



We are getting to know each other - almost to well

The likes and dislikes quite apparent



By now I am gaining many fond memories

Of times spent together



Like the time Santa came to visit and I wasn't dressed

Ohhhh, did I ever make a fuss



Or the time I was surprised with a "Pony Ride" for my birthday,

Or that funny Mickey Mouse Cake



I vaguely remember the move to the big house

Although a chubby little boy named David comes to mind



Oh!  And the Bumble Bee car - better yet

The rides on the "fins" of the Green Cadillac



But I must confess my favorite rides

Were on the middle bar of your old black bike



Many a time did we ride together to your work

And you would always delight me with an "Orange Crush"



We took many outings together

Many to the newly painted green cabin at Fish Lake



The trip we took to Vernal to see a real "Dino" (the dinosaur)

Or to the Four corners and the hidden Indian dwellings



Then there was the ride through Big Rock Candy Mountain

And how about the flash flood we got caught in



What an adventure we had when we rode the train to Durango

Or marveled at the Snake River and "Old Faithful"



Which brings to mind the childhood delight we had

When you said you grew up near "FART" not "Fort" Hall



We traveled back to Jim Bridger's valley

A far cry from the fantasy of Disneyland and Knottsberry Farm



And on that trip to the play on the Pacific coast sand and surf

Only to find "NO TRESSPASSING" signs on a dirty beach



And who could possibly forget the trip to Hoover Dam

Or the "tumbling tumbleweed" who got thrown from a horse



Many a time did we all venture out on some grand adventure

Some better than others but all memorable



The years pass by and the relationship and I have grown

My independence really being put to the test



As life so happens, some things make us happy

And too many make us sad



As I spread my wings to fly, many times faltering

Sometimes even crash landing

But a survivor am I – to get back up when down

And more cautiously try again



Some of my choices were very hard to understand

And yet you were always there



You made me laugh, when I'd been crying

You spoke words of encouragement when I saw no hope



You unselfishly shared your love

When I felt only pain



You have stepped up and helped me

In so many, many ways



You were my greatest source of inspiration

An example of strength with the birth of Aliscia



And when my son Chris was born,

You once again stepped forward, with your "shadow" close behind



You were beside me all the way with the birth of Megan

Your quiet reassuring presence - calming



Many a time have I called upon this man for his strength

His faith and words of wisdom and guidance



How do you thank a man

Who has picked you up after you seem to once again fall



How could you not love this man

Who so freely and unconditionally gave you his love



What do you call this man - Who has so influenced & inspired me

With love, courage, inner peace and personal strength, forgiving in nature, patience, honesty, compassion, humility, faith, a charitable heart, a true and deep understanding of our Heavenly Father's eternal plan, a man who lives by example - the pure love of Christ...

                        who loves me inspite of myself  

                        and accepts that I am who I am

                        but knowing that through him

                        I have been richly blessed



           What do you call this man..... FATHER




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