Dripping Knife

I thought you cared,

About our renewed friendship,

About me.

I thought you were someone

Who would never hurt me like you did.

Nothing but lies, pouring from your mouth,

Forcing me into a dark cavern.

I believed we had a chance,

Maybe not then, but sometime,

Somewhere down the road.

You were so sweet and caring,

Always making sure I was okay,

Now I curse myself for believing you,

Believing everything you ever said.

I pull this dripping knife from my back,

Drenched in my own blood,

And watch as without a second glance,

You take off into the past.

I fell for you, idiot!

Part of me loved you!!!

Why couldn't you see that?!?!

My heart knew you were lying,

But I didn't want to believe it,

I thought you were someone different,

Guess I thought wrong.

Now I live my life,

Not the same as before,

I know who my true friends are,

And those who are not.

I have friends who actually care about me,

Those who cherish our relationship,

Unlike you, who tore it apart,

Without a fucking care in the world.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just another poem about a guy from my past who lied to me when I was stupid enough to fall for him...

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