I'm depended on, as these times are rising

to keep them together, wipe the tears they're crying

I'm just a kid, but I feel so adult

I don't know how, but I feel like its my fault

My fault she's always crying

My fault he's such an ass

My fault because I'm always lying

and floating through each class.

Its my fault, I dont know why

why I do this things that make her cry.

Pain flowing, tears glistening

I feel so helpless, nothing I can do

no ones talking, no ones listening

Im helpless, and no one has a clue.

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i feel so helpless
I cant help them until i get a job and I cant do that until someone calls me. people pray my dad gets better, not because i dont want him home all the time anymore but simply because we need the money and hes going insane at home. hes one of those guys who needs to be doing something, and right now all hes doing is lying down, or walking short distances so yeah, prayer, even if you dont believe in god i just ask for your hopes.

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Steph Reid's picture

I'm always praying for you hun!!

-Stand firm