feelings unknown to me

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feelings and fears

life has never been on my side
and i was fine with it that way
since meeting you that realization
has left a bitter taste in the back of my mouth
this feeling im battling with
it has brought me happiness an emotion
im not used to
cause life was never kind enough that way
but that feeling is like a double edged sword
for with it a pain unimaginable has
come over me worse then any flesh wound could
unseen to the eye a cut so deep its almost unreal
from the inside out like taking my will to live
away from me
maybe im new to this and how im supposed to feel
but lady loving you is a feeling i know is real

Author's Notes/Comments: 

love to me has never been an easy emotion to deal with im trying im trying

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