A Way Out

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Healing Process

My tears sparkled

as your hug was released from me

I couldn't even whisper

movements were at a still

The world stopped turning...

I felt as if God was holding me down

Forced to watch you go

When I needed you the most,

you were shut out

Never knew anyone else

but you and her

Dying...

Dying to have you back

There were days when I was promised

a sight of you

but even then that promise broken

I've always wanted to hurt you

just to get your attention

I've lost myself a long time ago

Been like a beggar

begging anyone to love me

All that was stolen

But no one understands

Remembering a beautiful peace

Such a peace does not exist

Thinking my world so perfect

Such a world is ever so extinct

I mourned so young

and now I've been so strong

Where pain comes and go

without me taking notice

So beautiful in so much pain

I yearn for you to take notice

of the woman I've become

Spent so long for a way out...

Never though it would take so long

But

I've found my way out

Author's Notes/Comments: 

To my real dad... how I miss you in these days of a little bit of happiness and completion which I long to share with you... I'll always be your little girl.

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