Julianna you are my dear
How I wish I was more near
I love you more than words can say
if I could only have this day
To tell you all the things I feel
so baby girl maybe you could heal
If I could only pause the times
and go back and erase my crimes
I wouldn't have to brush away your tears
and now console away from you all your fears
I know I've let you down
so please baby girl no longer frown
I know I've hurt you oh so much
You'll never know all the reasons and such
Yes, I know....Mommy was once sick
but Jehovah knows and he's who I pick
To save me from my darker side
one I feel I no longer have to hide
I'm praying you'll one day forgive me
and just be happy for me to be
The Mommy you've always deserved to have
I know I can do it just give me the chance
To prove to you that I am there
for you to lean on and be fair
Julianna you are my reason
to be better in the next season
To no longer numb when I'm in pain
to be there again and have it not all in vain
The lessons I've learned while I was in there
the sorrow I felt I almost could not bare
For having hurt you was not my plan
I've always wanted you to be my biggest fan
I promise you that from today
I will not hurt you in this way
Tomorrow I hope that you believe
that Mommy has come back never to leave
To always be the best I can be
for a daughter God's blessed to me