was she or wasnt she ('my' alisha)

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my past loves

i fell for you hook, line ’n’ sinker

you seemed so honest from the heart,

you told me what you told no other

deep stories of your bad past



how your ex tried to scare you

caused you bad pain and O.C.D

you held me at night to the small hours

told me your love was really, me.



i really believed you when you'd say

id do anything to keep some genuine love

i trusted you when you whispered

'as for pain i will put you above'



i held you, cried with you all night

reminiscing about your dead friend

saying 'i understand' 'i love you'

'I need you' 'don’t let it end'



imagine the sub who was cut free

free from her bounds and kissed gently

not a drop of blood spilt for the vampire

just imagine if she was loved tenderly



Well at least just once, just one time

I wanted to love you, to want this way,

I wanted you to see me for a bit more

Than the vampire I am just once, ok



my patience with you was strong

but then you spat out the dummy again

told me not to visit you or want you

you never wanted to be loved not ever again



you really fucking hurt me, used me,

you slated, me kicked me to the ground

once again I manage to walk of stage

with that smile that you never found



So who were you Alisha sweet algolagnic?

You were so beautiful once, I really loved you

You clamed to be mine love for every way

Pain took over, selfish of you to chose



Tell me why you ended everything  with me

But don’t give me the ‘24/7 crap

Well even if you don’t I got this of my mind

‘my’ Alisha is dead that’s the end of that

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i never did know the real reason of why she hurt me. she litteraly changed overnight. i beg of her to tell me why she lied to me, i want the REAL reason.

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