I feel like Dying

I saw him today

The man that tried to rape me

And I didn't know how to feel

I just felt unworthy

He made me feel like shit

And we didn't even speak

Just a look

Just a look it took

And I was ashamed

Just a glance by chance

And I was afraid

And it ruined my happiness

And I couldn't concentrate

The control over my mind

That he had made me shake

I thought I was okay

Then I slowly began to break

I wanted to yell

I wanted to scream

And while trying to endure

I was hoping it was a dream

I was hoping my mind was playing a terrible trick on me

And suddenly those little things called insecurities

They began wanting more importance

And I didn't know how to feel.

I wanted to tell the only one who knew the truth

But since he has let go of me

Maybe I should do the same thing too.

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