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I've lied to you

I've lied to myself

I'm crying!

I'm pleading!

Oh Lord I just need help!

I've been fighting this battle with myself

Feeling helpless

I keep sinning

And then I repent

I feel broken up inside

Because I'm hurt

And I need you

But I am not what you think

And I am afraid

I am at a loss

So my only option is to give up

Because faith is not on my side

And neither is luck

I'm stuck

I toss and turn

And hope things will magically change

And your love burns

The scars are on the inside

Invisible to the world

So only in my eyes

Do you see a hurt little girl

Forgotten and disregarded by every one

I cannot sing

I have no tongue

I have no voice

And when I try to speak

Nothing comes out

I am sick and tired of myself

I lay in the darkness

And cry myself to slumber

There is no one to call

I don't know the number

I open my eyes and start over agian

Deep inside

I want this nightmare to end.