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A Beautiful Life My childhood innocence stands before me,
Looking taller and stronger than I remember.
Was I like that before years ago?
I can't remember a single thing after I grew older.
Anger rises within me,
Striking the realization at my heart
That I can never again go to who I was.
I can never be innocent again...
Now that I'm almost an adult,
I've nothing left but regrets and depression.
And she just stands in front of me,
Being the opposite of what I am now.
My instincts tell me that I should kill her.
Kill her and live life without being ashamed.
Ashamed of losing my innocence so soon.
Soon after I've done many regretful things.
I wanted to toss her into a nuclear reactor
And watch her have a complete meltdown.
Maybe her remains will be going inside another child,
Letting them have my innocence instead of wasting it.
I don't know if God will forgive my past sins or not.
But I don't want to lose what I had that got me here.
Letting her die will make all my efforts meaningless.
I want to keep the things that make my life meaningful to live.
My urges of choking my innocence in revenge disappeared,
Like a nuclear reactor had a meltdown.
When I walk into the light of redemption,
Everyone will wake up to see the beautiful morning.
