Shattered Spirit

Pain runs through my veins,
Filling them with bittersweet feelings.
Guilt takes over my mind
As I break myself apart.

Hurting you makes my heart drop
And my stomach ties into a knot,
Causing empty coughs of true pain.
I kneel on my knees with tears down my face.

Don't be sad for pushing me away,
I know how that truly feels
Because I push everyone else away
Just to give my heart to you.

I long for your warmth and touch,
Sweetly loving you as a lover
And being with you without abandoning you
Because I gave you the Word of a Promise.

Bottled up the emotions and feelings
Just like a puppet with no strings attached.
Would you be sad and unforgiving
If I shattered my spirit just for you?

The sun sets down the skies
And the dark night veil the sky.
Even if it's like closing my eyes,
I can still see your smile in the dark.

No one can pick up the shattered pieces at night.
It's pointless to find at day because they hide from the sun.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

8/27/2012

I wrote this one about this one guy I used to be in love with.

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