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Emotional Merry-Go-Round
Smiles and Happiness
Showing the people I care for such sappiness.
Don't understand all these feelings
So joyful I could hit the ceiling.
Together having so much fun
Feeling like we don't have to run,
through life itself. Just calm and serene,
feeling like I'm part of this team.
Like everyone seems to care
As of now life feels perfectly fair
Then all of a sudden,
some shit starts a buddin'
Then comes the anger and rage
Such a major turn of the page
So pissed off I feel like killin'
Hell no, Im done with the chillin'
You shouldn't have ran your mouth
Time to show you what I'm really about
Don't really know exactly whats wrong,
but emotions can change at the sound of a gong
Beginning to feel like Im falling behind
Now Im really starting to lose my mind
Cause now more shit begins to go down
Time for another emotion-go-round
To much going on triggers sadnes and depression
Isolation, love, not even drugs can help with the suppression
Friends tell me "It'll help to smoke a nice bowl."
HELL NO, I'd rather go crawl in a hole
Maybe I'll never even come out
Just lay there, beginning to scream and shout
Don't even understand whats going on here
What will happen next is my biggest fear
Suddenly beginning to see a new light
"Oh no, not another one" I think in fright
Someone begins to finally make me laugh
Length of this emotion strangely cut in half
Beginning again to feel some love
Makes me so happy, could fly up above
But I kno that eventually it'll happen again
Through all these emotions all I need is a friend
I know at times I can say harsh things to you
But please dont leave me, just help me get through
You'll never understand all this I bet
But one day hopefully, I shall leave this mindset
My head just keeps spinning
Never am I winning
Not a solvent to these problems are found
I just want off this Emotional Merry-Go-Round
