+Can't Take It Anymore+

Almost another year has gone by

And it still hurts the same

Nothing ever changes

And memories flood back again



Will I ever forget

How much it hurt

Being abandoned by everyone

In a fucked up world



Left all alone

To fight the battles on my own

Surrounded by mental cases

Who follow your traces



Of where you’re going

And where you’ve been

What you’ve done

And what you’ve seen



Dumped and left behind

No second thoughts in their minds

If only they knew what it did to me

If only they could see



How they made me worse

As they changed me

From who I was

Into someone I didn’t want to be



Every year I remember

What happened before

Will it ever go or leave me alone?

Because I don’t want to know anymore



Each image is a stab in the heart

Each sound is a shriek in the ear

Each action is a constant reminder

Of the pain and the fear



Will I ever learn to accept the past?

Or forgive the people who made it last?

Erase it completely from my mind

And leave it all forever behind



And now another year has gone by

And I’m still as crazy as before

Nothing ever changes

And I can’t take it anymore!

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