+Too Much To Take+

Hiding the way I feel

To make it seem unreal

To pretend I’m okay

And to make it through each day



Put a smile on my face

Hope no one realises it’s fake

Push away the tears

As it’s too much to take



Broken inside

But with a happy illusion

For everyone to see

Whilst I’m in confusion



All thoughts a blur

All memories a mess

All feelings forgotten

But it hurts nonetheless



Suffocating in silence

With no way out

Surrounded by darkness

With no light



No way to escape

No where to run

No happiness that is real

And it aint just begun



My future is unclear

But the past will never fade

My feelings will forever haunt me

As they are the enemies I have made



Dead.

That’s me.

My reputation.

My feelings.

And my life.



Non existent.

Invisible in a world so clear

Broken and hurt.

Scared but hiding from my fears.



Scarred for life.

Broken till the end

Into millions of pieces

That can’t be mend



But I put a smile on my face

Hope no one realises it’s fake

Push away the tears

As it’s too much to take

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