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Anger fills me up, like a glass to the brim

A body full of anger and hurt deep within

Feelings of sadness wash over me

Why am I not how I want to be?

Confusion is the next state to appear

What I’ll do soon is just what I fear

A peace of mind is all that I need

Something that lets all my emotions be freed

I reach for the stuff that I know well

I don’t want to do this, can’t you tell?

I’ll say to myself, ‘No don’t do it’

Coz I’m sick of it all… and I want to quit

It’s getting too much and I’ve had enough

My life and I are getting to tough

So I try to resist the feeling inside

My body is empty and my eyes have dried

To withstand this need is so very hard

But I want to be left tonight unscarred

PANIC! PANIC! My body does panic

My head is in a mess and is so manic

I can’t control what’s going on now

Please help me someone, please somehow

I hate this feeling, I hate it so much

My body’s immune to the slightest touch

Hands doing the work, I really don’t want them to

I have no power over it, so what can I do?

Blood is the only thing that I see

Pain is the only feeling inside of me

Finally it’s over, my head is calm

So now the knife drops, out of my palm

I look down at my ruined torso

And realise what I’ve become…a crazy psycho

Guilt and anger are all I feel now

I hate myself…I’m a stupid cow

Why me? Why me? What did I do?

This part of my life, please undo

Can’t you see the pain I’m experiencing?

The hurt, the anger and all the stressing

I don’t want to be the person I am these days

I want to be free from it…forever and always

If I can’t get rid of this awful curse

I might do something, something much worse

I’ll have no control over what happens though

Will I leave forever? Well I just don’t know





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