A Lost Cause

I’ve been thinking of you a lot lately and somehow I think that I’m alone doing this…



You came to me in a dream last night, with that smile of yours



I don’t remember much of that dream but a sense of being loved



I do remember you said that you loved me while we were kissing



And when I woke up and realized that it was just a dream and I tried to keep that feeling alive as long as I could.







Then I started thinking that I’m sorry about a lot of things.



I’m sorry that I was/am a disappointment to you



I’m sorry that you couldn’t fall in love with me



I’m sorry that I’m not what you want



I’m sorry that I couldn’t always be there if you needed me



I’m sorry I didn’t love you more, just like I love you now – more than before



I’m sorry my love couldn’t hold you close, that even GOD could not take you away.







And in the end I still pray you’ll find yourself one day in love with me.



That you would come to me and fill me in on the latest happenings



Then we’d be together like it should be, loving each other till the end, end of time



But that will remain a prayer, hope, want and need as I lay on my wet tear soaked pillow…







Lost hope, lost dream, lost emotions, lost cause…

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