Maybe I'm Not Right

What happens after a night with a man?  

Why do I suddenly freeze up and don’t know what to do.  

This might be my problem, I can’t relax around anyone.  

I was so uncomfortable with myself that I did not know how to act in front of him.  

I wasn’t ready for what happened but just went with the flow.  

I just continued on going, not knowing what I was doing.

I am not happy with myself and maybe that is the biggest detriment I am facing.  

Trying to live through my own expectations while I am failing.

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