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Allowed to Know
How can you accept me when I can't accept myself
My darkest secrets kept deep in my heart
Things you can't be allowed to know
You think you have all of me but there's too much you couldn't
Understand to ever have me whole
The wants and needs of my heart are too much for me to bear
It contains all the things you're never allowed to know
Sometimes it feels like my chest is full of quick sand
And my heart can barely continue to beat
If only I can unload this weight without putting it on you
There's just somethings in my heart you're never ever allowed to know
There might be desires I could let go if I pray for release
I've never been the praying kind or the kind to ask for help
But I'll do what it takes to relieve the weight on my terribly heavy heart
Does that mean telling you? Is that something I could bring myself to do?
Maybe someday I could tell you all the things you're not allowed to know
