I’ve finally realized I’m responsible for this addiction
It’s not her fault, she needs no forgiveness
She made them clear as she laid down her conditions
And as for me, my personality just had to cross them
My selfish heart still won’t let her go
She built in me a kind of confidence I’d never, and haven’t since known
And, at the end of the day she still deserves no blame
Why can’t my heart let her escape my soul
I miss the innocence of my youth
The days before my heartbreak blues
And, I miss her still to this very day
More than my words could ever explain
In her virgin ears I whispered everything
My naïve heart thought a young woman’s heart would need
But, it’s a funny thing how wisdom is never gained but through failure
And, how I never knew what I could lose until I lost her
Twenty years to figure this out seems so long
You think you make all the right turns up until their consequence prove you wrong
And, oh, as for feeling lonely, she was right all along
Even when I said she was wrong, I knew I was the one
I miss the innocence of my youth
The days before my heartbreak blues
And, I miss her still to this very day
More than my words could ever explain