Someone Else's Memory

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2007

I fell into the conversation in the middle of a dream

It’s funny, the words you want to hear

When you hear them, aren’t quite what you imagined them to mean

And, in the process of recollecting your thoughts

Pride gets in the way, and you mouth what you should not

And, you know in that moment

That the way it used will never come back



And, who I was four years ago to this day

May Eighth, is not who I am today

But, it’s so hard trying to escape

Someone else’s memory of who you were



How long could it possibly take, emptying my head of you

I’ve been trying, but, it’s hard as Hell to do

Once I realized how much of me you had and still hold on to

The way I still hold on to the picture of you and I

It’s hard to fall from a place so high as the heights of love

And, even harder looking back on what it was

And, not hold something against you



And, who I was four years ago to this day

May Eighth, is not who I am today

But, it’s so hard trying to escape

Someone else’s memory of who you were



I took a plane on down into the South

Tried to find my soul, but all I found was more doubt

Like, did I do the right thing

Did I give you all I could

And, did I tell you all you needed to hear

And, did you truly give all your heart to me

Or, where you holding back the truest part out of fear



It’s so hard trying to escape

Someone else’s memory of who you are

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