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How come people never look at me

Or is it they can't see through me

I don't really know but it bothers me

When everything I am isn't good to be

Next to you and with you too

When 90 percent of the time I am with you

Only in my head so I can never touch you

Because all day I'm awake I think about you

Even in my sheets before I go to sleep

Sometimes I think deep and cry myself to sleep

Even in my dreams do I seek you out with sheep

And it yurns the burn that fuels in my heart

'Cause it's turning and churning forever it starts

But it won't stop, I tried to stomp it out and chop it out

All I know is that I can't have you without a doubt

I can't live with that, like I'll blow my fucking brains out

But besides that, I don't konw what its all about

I wasn't told why, but yet you stand by

It's like I can't decide to keep trying or just die

I can't let it go, you think you're psycho??

Try five years and fly through denials that let go

It's like I climb to the sky only to fry by-

The bolts of light, blocks of ice, and rain lines

That choke me on the way down, please end this cycle

Because if you don't I may go suicidal

Then it will end and I'll be restful

Then my pain will be handed over to you

From my will because you can relate to

What I've been going through

Then it will be too late and I can't be with you

So give in now and my screws won't go loose

'Cause you never know..... I may kill you



CHORUS:

This dark love keeps me in the shadows

One day I'll wake to see the light

This dark love hovers over the meadows

One day I'll walk free from this sight