Lost

I used to wake up in the morning
And call you on the phone,
When summers came and summers went
You were still the one.
Something happened somewhere
It might've been my fault,
And sorry doesn't cover
The hurt that we've both got.
Nothing takes away the pain,
I can't cope with it anyway.
I'm lost as to why you thought you couldn't stay
I'm lost as to why you walked away that day
You'll never know what you meant to me
Now it's over and I still don't see
I thought that it would always be me and you
But apparently you had better things to do
You said that you stepped it up
And you started using the word "love,"
But I still don't understand
How hate ended with the upperhand.
It's like you let it all slip away
I can't remember everything you said,
And everything I felt just doesn't change
The way it all turned out today.
Nothing numbs away the pain,
I stopped coping with it anyway.
Problems, rising up and they surround me,
Crazy? there's nothing fucking wrong with me!
Don't tell me what you think I should have done,
I wish I knew that you weren't the one.
Sometimes I miss you, but I won't tell anyone.
You'll never know what you meant to me
Now it's over and I still don't see
I thought that it would always be me and you
But apparently you had better things to do.

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