Baby

Oh how sweet you looked on that montior,

the lady said she thought you were a girl.

But your mommy was scared to have you,

because your daddy might have been harmful.

I wouldn't want that life of hell for you,

I wanted you to grow up in a loving environment.

I really didn't want to do what I had to,

in fact I still regret that I did.

But in a way I didn't really have a choice.

I was afraid with adoption daddy would find you.

He would take you and destroy your life.

He alreay destroyed mine in so many ways.

Daddy made me have sex with him, I could call rape.

He lied and cheated on me with other girls too.

So you see dear baby I didn't want that life for you.

I wanted you to grow up right in a loving place.

I'm sorry I had to do what I did,

I just hope you forgive me when I see you again.

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